This was an exercise I did for a class called Lab in 2015 with Amy Oscar. It was to bring our awareness to the Story we seem to be in. So we could recognize where we were and also what areas of the Story that were no longer supporting us.
Reading this a year later sort of makes me Laugh because Man did I wake up and make changes last year. This could explain why I am feeling like my body is need or asking me to rest so much this year.
So here is the dialogue or download or conversation I had with myself about my story May 2015:
If nothing changes she will continue to be broke working starter admin jobs that she has a natural gift to excel in but does not get any personal pay off doing. She will also keep getting her feelings hurt hearing her kid say that he wants his dad to pick him up from school and watch the fit he has when he tells her he wants to stay with dad every night especially since she stayed home with him the first 5yrs of his life. If nothing changes she will keep feeling misunderstood by her family who does not understand spirituality or intuition they only understand religious rules that are dictated to them for their understanding. If nothing changes her not making a choice to take charge of her life and give it direction will be her choice. If nothing changes her marriage will continue to be the hardest thing she has ever done in this life. If nothing changes I will create a pretty picture of a life that is not real. And just like Facebook Everyone will believe that shit!
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